Life is slowly ripping me apart. For some reason for the past few days my days would start of good and slowly get worse, I don’t understand. I just feel completely bad for my bf because I would get mad at him for the smallest thing and it’s just like I’m slowly loosing him too. I feel bad for even putting myself in this position and it just freaking sucks. I don’t know what to do or feel or anything.
since I’m venting anyway: I got mad at you because I just get jealous when you talk to girls, even though you say you’re not it looks like you are and it just pisses me off. Last night pissed me off because you told a bunch of people why I was getting mad and it made me seem like a bitch, I mean go ahead and vent but to a lot of people I mean you can’t just tell 1 person.